The prices at Lush went up so much...
Ugh...
Now I feel REALLY gross buying stuff lol. I used to justify it by saying that if I use half a bubble bar then I am spending less on a bath than I would if I bought coffee at starbucks. But now...that doesnt seem to be true for a lot of the things I like.
Maybe I will have to start drinking coffee again instead of taking baths lol
I am so tired of not being able to sleep.
I am so tired, and I just cant freaking sleep.
I sit up doing nothing...
Looking at people's myspaces/facebooks/blogs...
Hell, it isnt even like I am wasting time reading/writting notes or messages to/from me. Every freaking day my email inbox is empty, my facebook inbox is empty, my myspace inbox is empty...and yet, I stay up until god awful hours checking them because I am bored and I cant sleep.
At least when I was home I wasnt sleeping because I was out hanging out with people. But now, those people dont even stay in touch. They go out and hang out every tuesday and thursday and yet none of them even calls or writes. So instead of hanging out until god awful hours, I sit and stare at my computer bored out of my mind.
I think that is the reason I cant sleep.
I am bored.
That sounds weird, and I dont know how to explain it, but I am so bored...
I am so bored and lonely that I cant sleep.
Someone decided to write something on erich's wall in german, and referenced me as the "psycho girl" and asked what happened with the psycho girl.
Yeah...just in case any of you ever want to write shit about someone, and you think you will be clever by writting it in another language, you might want to make sure the person doesnt happen to read that language.
fucking jerk.
So I only have two classes this semester:
(Medicinal Organic Chemistry, and Experimental Methods in the Physical Sciences).
My schedule is awesome:
(Mon/Wed 1:50-3:50; Tues/Thurs 9:40-11:10 and no classes on Friday!)
Most people would be totally stoked about a schedule like this...but I'm sitting around wondering what on earth I am going to do with all my time!
I am going to have time to do all the things I want to do, but I am starting to wonder if I am motivated enough to actually do them. It has been so long since I haven't "had" to do TONS of stuff, that it feels kind of nice to just do nothing lol. Although it has only been a couple of days of doing nothing, and I am already starting to feel kind of antsy. I need some kind of busy work!
I think that after a few days of being totally lazy that the novelty of it will finish wearing off, and I will find all sorts of fun projects to do around the house. I am also going to try to go to yoga every Friday so I have something scheduled so that I don't end up sleeping in every week lol.
I know it sounds weird to be complaining about not having things to do, but I have never really been good at being bored lol. You guys should give me some ideas for things to keep myself busy with!
Ok, back to bumming around the house and watching Seinfeld! :-D
I cant sleep...
It's 2:37am and I am wide awake, sitting in the dark bumming around the internet. I layed in bed from 12:30-2:00am awake and decided that I might as well get up and do something until I was tired.
Ugh...I need sleep...
