1. Suspicious and 2. Fed Up

1. So you know how people just love to tell me things that I dont want to know right? And how freaking annoying that is right? Well it is even more annoying when people drop hints about things, or imply things with out actually telling you. I wish people would just keep their mouth shut completly. Instead now I am sitting here wondering what the hell actually went on back home when I was away in Amsterdam. Trust is a funny thing. Once you stop trusting someone it is really hard to get it back. And just when you stop thinking that they are lying to you all the time about everything and everyone, someone goes and makes you question it all over again. If something went on when I was away and I end up finding out unwillingly from some random person I am going to be so freaking pissed. *hint* This would be a great opportunity to tell the truth for once because the shit is going to hit the fan if I find out something from someone else.

2. The second thing I want to comment on is I am sick and tired of fucked up bitchy people sticking their nose in where it doesnt belong. This particular person has no fucking right to offer any kind of advise to ANYONE especially about things involving me. This person thinks they are "helping" their friend when in actuality they know jack fucking shit and should back the fuck off. I also wish this "friend" would grow up and stop being so easily influenced by their friends, so willing to believe whatever this fucked up bitchy person has to say. I swear anyone who would take a SINGLE WORD of this bitch's advise needs professional help. And quite possible the other half of their brain removed (because the only way I could ever believe anyone would willingly take this persons advise would be if they had already had a partial lobodamy). Dear GOD I wish I eventually get the opportunity to tell this person to fuck off in person. They deserve it more than you could possibly know.