Maybe the world will turn upside down in the next two weeks and when I get back things will be different..things will be better...

CURRENTLY WATCHING:
ER - First Season

So I am leaving to go to Amsterdam tomorrow morning.

All I want is to come back in two weeks and see a glimmer of hope that things are moving in a particular direction. Things wont be perfect, things wont be fixed, things wont be better...but maybe, just maybe...things will be moving in the right direction so that they will get better, fixed, and at some point perfect again (well as close to perfect as anything ever is ;-) lol)

just maybe..