CURRENTLY LISTENING TO:
Caribbean Blue - by Enya
If every man says all he can,
If every man is true,
Do I believe the sky above is Caribbean blue...

Have you ever had one of those days where you are really stressed out, you are having a really bad day, and all you want is for your best friend to give you a call just so you can pretend for five minutes that everything is normal, so you can pretend for five minutes that you are calm and happy and things are all going to be better...

But you know they wont call because it is Friday night and they are most likely out partying and/or hanging out with their friends.

And it isnt like you really care if they are out partying and such...and honestly, you dont really care if you actually get to talk to them...

But if they did call then you would know they were thinking about you and that simple fact would make you calm enough and happy enough to get through another two days of utter hell and frustration.

But they dont call.

And so you are left with an empty feeling in the pit of your stomach...you are left feeling like they are off having a better time with out you around...

But I mean, hey...they talked to you a couple days ago right? And they are going to see you in a couple days right? So it isnt a big deal...thats what they would say...it isnt a big deal to them...it doesnt matter to them.

But to the one left having a really hard time, to the one in a really hard and frustrating situation...

To the one doing the missing and not receiving it in return...

It matters...
Knowing your friend isnt too busy to call, but simply chooses not to call matters...

You are left feeling like they are too distracted to remember to miss you...